A Cocksucker's Devotion
Under 18? Please scram! Hi all! This blog is about two things: the faggot cocksucker sexual lifestyle (and all that goes with it) and the glorification of REAL men's cocks and cum. To state it plainly: I am a complete cocksucker, a “true” cocksucker or as people like me are more familiarly known: a “faggot” cocksucker (the term I actually prefer). In sexual terms, I feel I am part of an oral service class. So in the truest sense, I am devoted to cock and cum, but MORE IMPORTANTLY, I am devoted to REAL MEN'S ORAL PLEASURE. I take my place in the sexual universe and my devotion to alpha male oral pleasure VERY seriously. This will be a blog where I can write the ramblings that pop up in my mind about what being a faggot cocksucker is and what experiences I’ve had. I also want to speak to other cocksuckers out there that need support, instruction, advice, or camaraderie…or even consoling. I want to give advice to new faggot cocksuckers and take advice from seasoned alpha feeders, and along the way, make some friends and "comrades in cock"! https://cockandcumdevotion.bdsmlr.com/post/14507763
Alpha's Piss and a Cocksucker's Evolution
I’ve been wondering recently…is it part of a faggot cocksucker’s natural evolution to eventually crave Alpha Male piss as well as cum?
Now, let me be clear, I DO NOT think you need to have “piss-drinker” on your resume to be part of the faggot cocksucker service class. But as part of my own journey, it just FEELS like being a faggot cocksucker naturally leads into being a piss-receiver as well. It feels RIGHT that my service should extend beyond just taking His cum.
What's stopping me from trying it? Well, finding an Alpha that would be into it. I live in a small, really conservative, community (well, getting bigger all the time) and I mainly service married Men. I actively look for married Men to offer myself to. So many times, they're just happy to find someone that actually WANTS to take their load. To so many of the Men I've met, "piss" as part of the scene is considered "over-the-top".
I guess what I need, and I believe what most faggot cocksuckers need, in order to take that piss-drinking step is simply an Alpha that doesn't give us time to think about it. As part of my service, after cumming, He just lets me know He's going to do it: use my mouth one step further and make me His piss receptacle after making me His cum receptacle. As per our agreement when I said "yes", it's all part of the oral service I will supply.
Plus, as Master Jerrod would say: "If the right Alpha told you to do it, you'd fucking do it."
And I think for most Alpha-crazed faggots, that's all the push they will need. Why? Because when we're servicing a Man, we're swimming in our faggot cocksucker hormones...crazy for the Alpha above us, using us. Our need to pleasure Him does not stop because He came. Remember: if a faggot cocksucker is in heat, there is no "off switch".
Anyways...when some folks read about piss as a sexual fantasy, they may think of a group of men pissing gallons into a little faggot.
But I have a fantasy that is much more subtle than that.
My piss fantasy involves “nursing” on an Alpha's cock for an extended length of time.
There would be an Alpha Feeder that on occasion would ask me to be at His house shortly after He gets home from work. By the time I arrive, He would be eating dinner or lounging around on His couch...just doing basic after work "decompression" type things.
Let's say on this visit, He is sitting on his couch in His robe, a book beside Him, as well as the remote and a few beers on the side table. He would pat the space beside Him and say “C’mon faggot” in a nice, sweet, soft voice. I would crawl up beside Him. He would put His hand on the back of my head while He undoes His robe with the other. “I know how much you need what is between my legs and what my body produces, faggot. I hope you understand how gracious it is of me to allow you to nurse on me tonight.” I know not to speak, but smile and nod heartily.
“OK, then, start nursing and I’ll let you know when you’ve had enough, whore.” Again, He says it soft and kind of sweet.
From that point on, I nurse between His legs. His cock goes from soft to hard to soft again...over and over. The most important thing though: my mouth never leaves His cock. For the most part I just suckle it, but occasionally He gives me instruction on what He wants. He reads or watches tv at times, ignoring me for bits. Other times He might fuck my throat and call me names. He lets me know if He wants "full service" which means I must work and work hard.
I accept both His cum and His piss repeatedly. He never warns me when He will cum or piss. He knows, even though I need what He has, it’s still all about Him. Hours can pass and I am not aware.
He decides when I've had enough. When He wants me to get out, He pulls my head up and says “Well, that’s all you get fag. Did I manage to fill you up?” I nod with a giant smile on my face.
“You're such a fuckin liar you little cockslut. Faggot cocksuckers NEVER get enough of what a real Man produces. I could make more for you but I’m tired. You’ve taken a lot of my energy, and what’s so sad is that it’s wasted on you. I’ll recover though. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have such a soft spot for you faggot sluts though.”